Yeah... I saw this and was like, welp - since it's my last year of high school... why not?
also wtf why does my sophomore year look so different from the rest of my years stoppppppp
A TRAVEL THROUGH THE HIGH SCHOOL YEARS OF ARI (not very exciting i promise you)
This year I was like scared of everybody and everything and stuck to myself a lot. I was very short, very thin, flat-chested, and looked like an elementary school student. I made like no new friends this year but I also kinda lost touch with some of my good friends. Combat Arms was like the only thing I ever played. I was also extremely judgmental...ugh. I wasn't a weeaboo but was still in that anime art phase.
I started to open up to people (slightly). I also grew like 2 inches, gained some pounds and got boobs. Also my hair became extremely curly and grew...a LOT. I loved my hair so much omfg. This was also the year I experimented with make-up (make-up meaning mascara and eye-liner). I became less judgmental and began to learn different sexualities and gender identities. I was still VERY ignorant in this field, though. Second semester of junior year - I met a LOT of internet friends and started to spend way more time than usual on the computer. (don't ask me why the picture for this year is so gigantic compared to the rest. I wasn't really paying attention). Started to hate drawing anime. Also the year I started playing League. I also dressed to impress this year, which uh......yeah LOL didn't last long
While sophomore was more of a physical change for me, junior year was more of a internal change for me (besides cutting my hair, that is). I changed my art style, I was depressed for several months, and I genuinely stopped caring about what people thought of me. I had a newfound love for random dancing and I became much more outgoing. The end of 2012 summer/first semester of junior year reallllllyy sucked. I got really sad over a particular person. I became very informed in sexualities and different gender identities. I stopped judging people, and formed a strong passion for allowing people to be who they are without being judged or frowned upon. Became a lot more aware in *isms and *phobias. my activity in drawing decreased...a lot.
I basically kept the same attitude as junior year - still don't care, still love to dance, but I became less depressed. Instead of depression, I formed a lot of anxieties and stressed out about EVERYTHING. My memory and focus also became a lot worse, and I'm starting to question if I have some sort of disorder... I got back into watching anime. a LOT. I really want high school to end but I don't want to go to college. I'm afraid of my future and scared that I may end up being poor someday... Also during this year, I questioned my attraction towards genders constantly, but realized it was all a huge mistake and I'm not actually panromantic. Now, I'm trying to figure out what the hell to do with my life and attempt to get a job. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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awwww Ari this so awesome.
Sure thing! I haven't heard from you in a while, how've you been?
I'm sorry, I don't quite remember whose account this is x_x I couldn't find a name anywhere.
But outside of that, I've been fine. Just kinda dragging myself along life right now lol.